<p>Episode Notes</p><p>Ian’s ska roots in Delaware: straight edge, punk, X’s on hands, no drinking</p><p> </p><p>Early drinking: first blackout after Beastie Boys concert</p><p> </p><p>Lost his job and dignity over vodka, coke, and computer duster</p><p> </p><p>Huffing duster and fishing out in front of his mom</p><p> </p><p>Getting drunk on Christmas, giving away his stash, relapsing 2 hours later</p><p> </p><p>DUI with fish filet in the car, leg out the window</p><p> </p><p>Romantic rehab tales: Phillies hats, making love to Lux</p><p> </p><p>Being gay, Catholic guilt, and straight edge shame</p><p> </p><p>Getting denied heroin multiple times (God’s plan?)</p><p> </p><p>From Oxford House to Joe Rogan with Dave Attell</p><p> </p><p>Dry vs. sober: struggles with long-term program commitment</p><p> </p><p>Big program talk: Higher power, meetings, shame, recovery service</p><p> </p><p>Comedy origin: bombing, podcast beginnings, Jordan Jensen love</p><p> </p><p>Howie’s AI girl group Lux and the Lux freakout</p><p> </p><p>Ian’s new comedy album, recovery story, Dopey love</p><p> </p><p> </p>